October 2009
i can honestly say
i’m one of those people who you see in school and will give you the brightest smile like everything is fine in the world, when really i’m just killing myself slowly everyday pretending to be happy for everyone, only to feel used and stepped over all the time in some way. nothing is fine.
i fucking fail
at life. i feel like such a let down, a disgrace.
Last night
there was some paranormal activity shit goin’ on. ts.
I really want
my lip pierced or a monroe. i think both would look cute, but thats just me.
Correction*
Nor’easter headin’ our way.
Snowing
in Boston in October?! Hasn’t done that for 4years.
I got a ride home
from Michael Ha today. Of course when he turns on the car, Korean music is on. A little while after he put on 2PM. I said “hey, i was listening to this song last night.” Both Mike and Long turn around to look at me, then turned back around and started dancing. It made me think of Taylor.
ts.
CHUCHUUTraN: did you know
CHUCHUUTraN: all the asians in school
CHUCHUUTraN: are all related
CHUCHUUTraN: 90%of them
CHUCHUUTraN: only me and my 2 neices are not realetd to anyone else
omgwtfsasha: i think people need to learn to stop breading after awhile
CHUCHUUTraN: lmao
CHUCHUUTraN: yea..
CHUCHUUTraN: good thing man good thing
CHUCHUUTraN: i wouldnt wanna be related to them asians..
CHUCHUUTraN: and most of them
CHUCHUUTraN: dated eachother
CHUCHUUTraN: without knowing unti later LOL
omgwtfsasha: ._.
omgwtfsasha: THATS WHY THEY'RE ALL RELATED
omgwtfsasha: WOWOWOW
thats something i would like to see
Tran: my gf
Tran: wants me
Tran: to perform
Tran: with her
Tran: in asian night
Tran: ima be dancing
Tran: like the asians in the music videos
I Believe
my Asian is better.
js.
Home
from school. Everything hurts. :( Its such a crappy rainy day out as well.
Fright Fest
tomorrow w/ Dani and Bina. Wicked excited. :)
I enjoy
going on tumblr to see the stupid pathetic childish drama going on with the people who start it and taylor. js.
Found
someone to go to Homecoming with. Unfortunately they are put under the “have a boyfriend” category of friends. lol. Oh Well. Her boy is Homecoming King so it’s not like I’ll feel so left out. Either way I’ll still have fun with DC Cookies. :)
Get Awkward x3: ghetto superstar. that is what you are.
omgwtfsasha: thank you
Get Awkward x3: you're welcomee =D
omgwtfsasha: what is a ... ghetto superstar?
Get Awkward x3: im not exactly sure.
omgwtfsasha: oh.
omgwtfsasha: My mommy told me not to say anything that you don't know what it means.
Get Awkward x3: your mommy also said to not talk to strangers.
omgwtfsasha: Thats why I don't talk to myself. Durs.
Tomorrow is
Homecoming. Our homecoming does not consist of a dance. So it’s really nothing special. Everett is all about football. It’s pretty much a parade and a football game. I was going to go since I haven’t been in awhile, 7th grade, but I have no one to go with. I don’t want to go by myself, I would probably sit near the band during the football game, but it’s not the same....
I realized I have ignored tumblr for whatever amount of time it has been. I blame school for it. I haven’t been in the best mood since yesterday. I found out that my grandmother will be loosing her legs due to something the doctors failed to see. Whats the point if they just ignore it and say “it’s nothing.” Maybe they do it so they can make your life a living hell. I...
